she was the closest thing to family i had for a long time
[It's strange, though. There's being burdened with guilt, there's being saturated in self-loathing — but then there's the way Reno answers. There's something — resigned about it, almost. I know what good I am. There's an undercurrent of emotion in a pronouncement like that, and it's not one of regret or of failure.
There's swallowing a painful reality like shards of glass, torn-up innards you never asked for. And then there's getting exactly what you deserve, and knowing it.
Leave some bruises on me again, he recalls distantly. And he wonders.]
twasn't even our own star she saved she gave her life to hold back a calamity taking place in a world she'd never seen she was the only one who could
[There's a pause here, just for a bit.]
she deserved so much more than the fate she chose but it was her choice
well, I was hoping you'd have the tact not to mention that to my face but I see I overestimated you
:'(
[ When In Doubt, Deflect With Humor ]
dye them... huh. on Gaia you can breed chocobos for almost any color but the easiest ones to find are yellow green and blue. you'll really only see the pink and red and black ones if you go to the races
the full name is the manderville gold saucer, aye spent a fair amount of time there in my idle moments
it's owned by godbert manderville, a man renowned for two particular things his world-class goldsmithing skills and his penchant for not wearing clothes while he does it
well that's close enough for monster toss i suppose
talk to godbert manderville long enough and you're certain to hear something about a wrestling technique or another that's been passed down through the manderville generations
he mostly uses them to piledrive his son into the dirt as i understand it
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[It's strange, though. There's being burdened with guilt, there's being saturated in self-loathing — but then there's the way Reno answers. There's something — resigned about it, almost. I know what good I am. There's an undercurrent of emotion in a pronouncement like that, and it's not one of regret or of failure.
There's swallowing a painful reality like shards of glass, torn-up innards you never asked for. And then there's getting exactly what you deserve, and knowing it.
Leave some bruises on me again, he recalls distantly. And he wonders.]
twasn't even our own star she saved
she gave her life to hold back a calamity taking place in a world she'd never seen
she was the only one who could
[There's a pause here, just for a bit.]
she deserved so much more than the fate she chose
but it was her choice
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[ Aerith gets along with nearly everyone, after all, and if she can get along with Reno she can get along with anybody.
against his better instincts Reno wants to say she was lucky to have you, but it seems overly familiar, and he decides against it. ]
think we should start a club? "Support Group for Sad Dudes with Dead Girls, Chocobos, and Bahamut etc."
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seems a bit revealing
but fortunately i know how to keep a secret
aye we have chocobos
yellow ones and black ones and red ones
some people even dye them for fashion
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:'(
[ When In Doubt, Deflect With Humor ]
dye them... huh. on Gaia you can breed chocobos for almost any color but the easiest ones to find are yellow green and blue. you'll really only see the pink and red and black ones if you go to the races
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you underestimated me the last time you saw me
so i suppose on the balance it all evens out ;)
the races?
we have those too
tis a main attraction at the gold saucer
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do you also have godbert manderville
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the full name is the manderville gold saucer, aye
spent a fair amount of time there in my idle moments
it's owned by godbert manderville, a man renowned for two particular things
his world-class goldsmithing skills and his penchant for not wearing clothes while he does it
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close enough for monster toss i suppose
talk to godbert manderville long enough and you're certain to hear something about a wrestling technique or another that's been passed down through the manderville generations
he mostly uses them to piledrive his son into the dirt as i understand it
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